What I hate the most about myself
My terrible obscesion. Hello everyone, even tho this post has been posted very earlier as my "first" post I dont really think you will care. In fact the thing I hate the most about myself is that I cant accept the fact that no one cares about what I do. NO ONE CARES ABOUT THE DUMB SHIT I DO, really no one cares. Im always thinking and thinking all the stupid day about what people might think or might not think about me. and this annooyinngg. Maybe its the fact that I grew up without a father or maybe im just dumb. Ive tried to read about it, I tried to not think about it, but in reality maybe im just a coward, a sissy boy who enjoys overthinking all day. Asking myself question after questions is healthy? and im doing it again here lol. Really, even tho I know as a fact that most people are just stuck in their heads as much as I am, I just cant stop overthinking about it. I watched a ton of MGTOW videos after I got cheated on MULTIPLE TIMES by my ex ( thats a story for another...
